It is probably dangerous for self-preservation to philosophize too much while in a war, but every once-in-a-while, through the fog of my fatigue the question arose: What are we doing here?
The Sorrow of War (Bao Ninh)
A great war novel taps into the universal tragedy that runs deeper than any biased account of heroics on one side versus evil soldiers on the other. At the heart of war is a haunting ache that festers long after the acts of brutality necessary for survival cease. War taints the soul. It goes deeper than the “kill or be killed” rationale that many believe absolves participants of blame. It is not that simple.
News from an old friend
As news of the so-called reeducation camps ebbed out of Vietnam, it became apparent that the communist ideologues had gained control of governing the country. For a fascinating inside glimpse of how deep the purge went, I would recommend A Viet Cong Memoir by Trương Như Tảng. Even loyal Viet Cong who had spent years fighting the Americans were viewed with suspicion by leaders from the north who quickly consolidated their power. Fearful that these southern patriots were not sufficiently communist, many were excluded from meaningful government positions in the new regime.
A shared experience
Both friends also wrote about the war. In Gene’s case, I have an unpublished manuscript that I find brilliant. Broader in scope than the Vietnam War, through a series of thematically related short stories, he connects the diversity of the lives in his pieces to the broader consequences of war. Interspersed with biographical details of his own life, a broad number of voices, diverse on the surface, flow together as a woven tapestry.
When Leadership Fails
Many codes were broken in the war, lies spoken, cover-ups pursued. The degree to which that occurred set a bad precedent for governance in the United States. So many lives were lost because of a failure of leadership at so many levels. In my view, the United States has not healed from the divisions created during the war, domestically and internationally.